Wedding Inspiration

i Started Looking For Venues, Vendors, Comparing Prices, All While Putting Together Our Budget, Timeframe And The Guest List. Every Single Bride And/or Wedding Planner That I Know Has Told Me That Whatever I Would Like To Do For My Wedding And However Small I Would Like To Keep It, It Would Magnify Itself Through The Course, And I Really Was Determined Not To Let That Happen. But Guess What… It Did! What Was Supposed To Be A 60 Person Wedding, Ended Up Being A Guest Count Of 120, At A Venue That Was Beautiful But Not Technically Our Type Of Vibe. We Also Ended Up Having A Bridal Party When We Did Not Initially Want One, And Also Deciding That We Would Like To Now Change Outfits Because We Want To Incorporate Both The Muslim Indian Aspect As Well As The American Aspect. It Became A Production… Nonetheless We Were Incredibly Excited With All The Planning As Our Wedding Date Was Set For April 19, 2020. It Felt Like It Became Another Full-time Job Along With My Actual, Very Demanding, Full-time Job That I Had. We Didn’t Have Too Many Hiccups In This Process But There Was Just A Feeling In Me That This Wasn’t My “dream Wedding”. I Had No Doubt That It Was Going To Be A Beautiful Day But Something About It Felt Off.